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OMG. Im so happpppppppppy!

2005-06-14T17:44:00.000+08:00

First day kanina! HAPPY HAPPY..

you know what? im tired of blogging. hhaha!

BAKLA FESTIVAL!

2005-06-13T00:09:00.000+08:00

LOL. Its our fiesta tomorrow. well. later. Haha! Its so fun!

We had this parade, that gays participated in. They wore this costumes. With thongs! =)) Haha!! I swear, i can't stop laughing when i saw it. This othery GAY was like wearing this angel costume, again with thongs. haha! and highheels! Oh my. ITS SO FUNNY!

whatever.

2005-06-08T18:58:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmm. My dad left the day before yesterday! I miss him already! Hahaha! I'm such a daddy's girl Oh well.

-I want that nike bag angel was talking about! Ugggh. I swear. But, I already told my dad to buy me a bag in L.A.

Yuummmmmy!

2005-06-05T18:05:00.000+08:00

It's my cousin's birthday today! Her names Lea! She's in College na. We went to Lola Soling's house! It was fun! My dad was talking about business, but i find their conversastion, very funny. Haha! Well, they talked about Hongkong's DisneyLand! Hahaha! My tita made a joke about Mickey Mouse, haha! What is it? Well, She said Hongkong was looking for a mascot, the height should be 4"11 or less! HAHA! You didint get it? Oh well. Haha! Then my brother said, it should have chinky eyes! Haha!! With BIG ears! Haha! Then my dad talked about different cultures! Like he said that british people are very frank. And Americans are all about stragey. Businesswise that is. And that Arabs were just plain weird! Haha! Why? Well my dad said that when they have meetings with arabs, it takes them 1 whole day to discuss a topic. And then, after the meeting the arabas will act as if nothing happened. Hahaha!

We fetched my sister in the airport. She went to Boracay last June 2. I think. Then we bought Yellow Cab Pizza in Katipunan. New York's Finest! And.. well.. thats about it!

woeh!

2005-06-04T21:18:00.000+08:00

Ang lakas ng ulan, grabe! Haha!

-Ok, so i went to a clinic, for the medical thing that our school requires. I met Tin Silvoza's dad! haha! I didn't know that hes gonna be the one checking my eyes! Haha! -checking my eyes? WTF?- Haha! Well, guess niyo kung ano grado ko! answer: 325! What the fuck! Haha! über naman un! Crap! Nashock ako nung sinabi. And i have to wear glasses. Yeah right, as if susuutin ko un. Haha! Siguro pag nagcocomputer, and nagbabasa and tumitingin sa blackboard. Yun mga ganon, Pero pag walang ginagawa, Tsss. asa sila susuotin ko yun! Haha! No way highway. -ay corny-

-Pumunta kami sa Nike! Para bumili kuya ko ng shirts! For college. Syempre ngiti naman ciya! Eh, medyo weirdo kasi yun e. So, ang dami dami binibigay sa kanya, ayaw naman ng ayaw! haha! weird. haha! So, yun... may nakita ako super and i mean super cute na shirt. Pang-guy siya. Nike Tennis. And you know naman how much i love tennis - because of andy roddick - So, pinatingnan ko sa kanya! Then he liked it! Tapos 850. haha! Then, sabi ng dad ko okay lang daw. Kasi maganda naman!

Then meron isang shirt. Pinick ng dad ko. Super ganda ng tela! Haha! I swear. ang sarap gawing kumot. Haha! Tinry ng brother ko, eh diba super payat nun? Eh ung tela pala, dumidikit sa body! Hahaha!! So you could just imagine kung ano itsura! Haha! It was really funny! Pero, binili pa rin ng dad ko. Tsss. Hahaha!

Tapos sa Nike, sa rusty lopez kami, for my school shoes. Ok lang.. simple.

---Onga pala! My dad bought me a new phone! Yipeee! It's 6170. Its ok. Ginaya ang Motorola RZR. Tsss. The cameras great!

no title at all

2005-06-03T04:22:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm. Ok. I haven't slept yet. Whatever. I'm used to not sleeping, anyways. Haha! Oh well.

So I went to MC, to pick up my uniform! I can't wait til school starts!! Yipeeee! I can see my friends! I miss astigkadasm so so so much! And Kara and Carmy rin! Of course I won't forget about chakchakchenes! Hahaha! Whattaname! Hahahahaha!

Oh yeah! It's my Lolo's birthday today! He's 80! Oh my! This is the first birthday he'll have without his wife. Awwww. As most of you guys know, my lola died last February, that's why I was absent for a couple of days! Haha!

-The ice cream was so yummmmy!

yehey!

2005-06-01T00:02:00.000+08:00

-Finally, i got my computer! Yipeeeee! It was upgrade to 80gb. It's so fast! I'm so happy!! Hahaha! Oh well.. I'm planning on borrowing or buying the sims2 cds. Just for fun. I still remember the day when I was addicted to the Sims. Till the wee hours, i was taking care of the "newborn child" of my "family!" Haha! Their names? Hmm.. Blythe was their surname. Chloe Blythe. Chantel Blythe. You see, I love names starting in letter "C," except of course the common ones. Like Christine, Carmela, Christy, Carol, and Carla. Hahaha. I don't know. I want to be unique! Haha! So, anyways..

-My dad's leaving Philippines on a couple of hours. Hes going to hongkong. For a business meeting. He's just gonna have lunch! Oh my! haha! That's really weird! Like going to Hongkong just to have lunch! Haha! Oh well.

-I went to the salon today. And, boy do i look like a kindergarden-er. Haha! I swear!! My kindergarden memories are rapidly appearing in my thoughts right now. Haha! You'll see my hair, once school starts! Its sooooo short. I mean SHORT. Like short short. Haha! Ok. I'll stop! Haha!

-My sister's going to Boracay on June 3 or 4 or 5. I don't know. Honestly, I think its a stupid idea. Why? Well, its june. Its a rainy season, How the hell are you going to enjoy a beach when its raining. I mean, ok, you can still go swimming but the water will be dirty! Eeewww!

-Oh Jesus! My uniform. I hope its still in the sewing center. I

Yipeeeeeeeeee!

2005-05-29T11:03:00.000+08:00

Were gonna upgrade my computer, were gonna upgrade my computerrrrr... Weeeeeeeee!

FYI: Computer ko super bulok. haha! like 128mb of ram. Hellooo? anu nagagawa dun. Pentium IV. Intel Inside. So.. medio ok na rin kahit papano. Were gonna upgrade it to 1gb or 80mb. Not yet sure. Pero mamaya. hahah! sa brochiere. Sa galleria! haha!

Oh my, di pa ako natutulog.. hahaha!

~toodles!~

current addiction: Bo bice, Clay Aiken in short American Idol rockers... well, not really rockers.

HTML

2005-05-28T23:41:00.000+08:00

I wanna study HTML!! I wanna learn how to code a layout. Graaar. Im going to buy nga a book e. IF i could find one.. oh well..

Then, SHE is the american idol.

2005-05-26T10:15:00.000+08:00

Carrie Underwood amazed me. She sang her piece very well. It was absolutley stunning. She's pretty pa. Oh well. Congratulations to Carrie.

And to Bo, I STILL LOVE YOU!! haha!! i so adore bo! hahaha! i love the "SWEET HOME ALABAMA!" It was so cool!

Now, I wanna be a rockstar. Because of him. haha! i wanna go to alabama!! sheesh! hahha!!

The American Idol Finale was absolutley great! It was very very funny! Special about Simon "ego" Cowell! hahaha! I LOVE THE MIRROR PART! hahahaha!!! FUNNY FUNNY FUNNY!! hahha!!

WHAT IS GRIMACE?

2005-05-26T04:05:00.000+08:00

Hamburglar is a hamburger. Ronald McDonald is a well.. a clown. But, what is Grimace?! Hmmm.. No one knows. Here are some theories. But first, lets take a look at our friend, Grimace....

Who is Grimace supposed to be?

McDonald's own web site gives a brief insight into Grimace. They state, "Grimace is a big, loving, fuzzy purple fellow who is Ronald McDonald's best friend. He's sure Ronald is the world's ultimate authority on everything. While Grimace loves all McDonald's foods, he's absolutely crazy about milkshakes. Grimace is very enthusiastic and eager to try new things. His joyous spirit helps everyone overlook the fact he's a little slow and clumsy sometimes."

This definition is obviously of no help. Grimace used to be this kontrabida with six arms who stole milkshakes. One website commented, "between Hamburglar (who stole burgers), the Fry guys (who stole fries), and Grimace, crime was running rampant in the 'McHood. Maybe these characters weren't exactly great role models for children? Or perhaps Ronald was hogging all the food from the others, forcing them into a Dickensian life of crime? Who can say..." But the most interesting theories on Grimace came from a Filipino:

1. Grimace is an ube mascot. Mc Donald's must've had ube-flavored ice creams or shakes before.

2. He is the bastard child of Tinky Winky of the Teletubbies (who's also rumored to be gay) and an eggplant.

3. Grimace is violet Crayon left to melt under the sun by kids eating at McDonald's playgrounds.

4. Grimace must have been a grape-flavored drink. Maybe the drink was really sour and it made people grimace. That's why he's called Grimace!

5. He's the ugliest McDonald's mascot. That's why they covered him up with another costume - a purple one that's so heavy he can't even take it off himself!

6. Grimace is all the McDonald's food items thrown and mixed in a blender.

7. Grimace is a milkshake.

8. McDonald's wanted to introduce kamote french fries when they first came to the Philippines. That's why they created Grimace. He's a kamote.

9. He's the twin brother of Ronald McDonald. Originally they looked alike but Grimace, who is mentally retarded, was a disgrace to the family and to the name. That's why they made him wear the purple costume.

10. Here's one of the best theories so far: Grimace, who, along with other Mc Donald's characters like Officer Big Mac, Mayor McCheese, and Hamburglar, were introduced in the 70s, represents the Blueberry milkshakes, launched in the US in the 70s. He was actually called Evil Grimace at first since he always liked to steal other people's milkshakes. He came from an island full of fun and milkshake-loving other purple Grimace-types. Neat, huh?

What's the official word from McDonald's? Well, some guy called up the J.P. Rizal, Makati branch of McDonald's and asked the girl who answered the phone what Grimace is. Her answer? "He's a potato." Uh okay, whatever you say ma'am.

American Idol.

2005-05-26T00:07:00.000+08:00

American Idol. One of my favorite shows! I bet Bo Bice will win! Yipeee! He's so good! Specially when he sang "I cant get no... satisfaction!" haha! It was so cool! He'll definetly win! No doubts about that! Although, I like Carrie too. She's sweet. Oh well. I still like Bo better! hahaha!

GO BO! GO BO! GO BO!

The Contender

2005-05-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

The finale was shown earlier. Guess who won? Sergio Mora. The Latin Snake. Personally, I want Peter to win. For an unknown reason. Sheeesh. Oh well. I have to admit. Mora was pretty good! All those hooks and combos!

Nice fight! Nice fight! Nice fight!

University Rivalry

2005-05-25T01:59:00.000+08:00

DLSU, ADMU, UP, AMA, Adamson, PUP, Lyceum, SanBeda... ilan lang yan sa mga university na walang katapusan ang banatan sa isa't isa. Naalala niyo pa ba ang mga jokes tungkol dito? hindi? papalala ko sainyo...

ATENEO : Mom, I'll buy you Nike!
LSALLE : Fine, Mom, I'll buy you Adidas!
FEATI U : Nay, bakya na lang bilhin niyo, palaging baha sa skul!

LSALLE - Lasalista
ATENEO - Atenista
St. SCHO - Kulas
SAN SEB - Baste
UST - Uste
LETRAN - Letranista
UP - Iskolar/Isko
BENILDE - bobo, tanga, bagsakin, stupido. ay Bedans nga pala.

U.P. to DLSU & Ateneo: Uno sa inyo, tres samen.
DLSU & Ateneo: Tuition fee nyo baon lang namin.
U.P.: eh ano ngayon?! kayo taga bayad lang namin
ADMU & DLSU say: U.P. aka University of the Poor
U.P. says: DLSU aka Di Lumusot Sa UPCAT... ADMU aka Another Di Makapasa sa UPCAT!

UP to ATENEO: "Exam nyo, quiz lang namin!!!"
ATENEO to LA SALLE: "Tuition fee nyo, baon lang namin!
LA SALLE to ATENEO: babae nyo, short time lang namin!!!

Anteneo:(clap clap) pls get her order..
DLSU:waiter!(raising his hands) pls give me the menu!
U.P.:miss pabili ng hamburger.
A.M.A: sir, i2 na hamburger mo. <---HAHAHA!! LAFTRIP!

LSALLE:Shoks! nawala credit card ko!
ATENEO:ah!! atm ko nawala!
AMA:Pucha Picture ni Jolina Nawawala!!

---name things that contains milk?---
Ateneo-Butter
DLSU-Cheese
AMA- Halo-Halo
Bedans-pregnant woman?

Oh diba? Iba na talaga maging AMA. ibang iba. Kau nga? meron ba kayong ama jokes? share naman!! hahhaha!

-toodles!-

hahaha!!

2005-05-25T01:19:00.000+08:00

Kakachat ko lang kay teri! teri guanio. hahaha! sobrang nakakatawang babae to e. haha!! nakakatawa ung conversation namin.. eto ung ending nga.. haha!

teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:05:34 AM): sige na alis na tlaga ako.!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:05:37 AM): hahaa!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:05:38 AM): cge!!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:05:39 AM): BYEEE!!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:05:43 AM): taaake care!!
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:05:43 AM): mukhang sinaraduhan na ko ng pinto
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:05:45 AM): hahahahha!
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:05:47 AM): tc!!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:05:48 AM): haha!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:05:50 AM): tttccc!
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:05:54 AM): nyeh.. pinto kaya saan?!?!?!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:05:57 AM): hmm..
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:06:00 AM): asan ka kaya?
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:06:01 AM): hmm..
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:06:02 AM): eh kwARTO KO TOH?!?!
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:06:05 AM): HAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!!
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:06:07 AM): TANGA!!!!!!!!!!!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:06:07 AM): HHHAHAHA!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:06:11 AM): !PAUSO KA NANAMAN!
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:06:23 AM): TAWA NA KO D2!
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:06:25 AM): HAHAHAHAHA
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:06:31 AM): LABO NUN PROMISE!
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:06:33 AM): HAHAHAH!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:06:34 AM): AHHAHA!!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:06:35 AM): oonga!!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:06:37 AM): super!!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:06:40 AM): parang di ko nagets un a!
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:06:41 AM): "MUKHANG NASARADUHAN NA KO NG PINTO!"
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:06:45 AM): AHHAHAHAHAH!!
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:06:46 AM): ...SABAY
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:06:49 AM): KWARTO KO PALA!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:06:57 AM): mali..s abay anung pinto
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:06:57 AM): HAHAHAHHA!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:07:00 AM): bahahahha!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:07:01 AM): tae!
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:07:04 AM): NAPAISIP AKO !!!
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:07:05 AM): AHHAHA!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:07:05 AM): bagong bago!
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:07:10 AM): AHHAHAHAHAHAH!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:07:10 AM): HAHHAHAH!!
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:07:12 AM): TAKTE
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:07:13 AM): SERYOSO YUN!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:07:14 AM): PINTO!
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:07:15 AM): HAHAHAH!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:07:19 AM): NAGULAT NGA AKO E!
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:07:20 AM): HINDI KO INISIP YUN.
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:07:24 AM): PARANG LUMABAS BGLA
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:07:24 AM): SAN KA KAUYA SASATRAHAN
teri guanio (5/25/2005 1:07:27 AM): HAHAHHAHA
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:07:29 AM): AHAHHAHAH!!!!!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:07:32 AM): SHIT!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:07:40 AM): NAEEXCTE TAYONG DALAWA!
elora sam (5/25/2005 1:07:44 AM): PURO CAPS

at tuloy tuloy pa yan.. tawa kami ng tawa!! pinto?! ahhaha!! wala namang pinto! hahaha!! grabe! ang gulo gulo!! hahahaha! iba talaga toh c teri! hahaha! hahahahahaha!! ang sakit ng tyan ko!!!

OMG!

2005-05-24T19:30:00.000+08:00

ABY IS NOT DEAD!!! THANKS SO MUCH ABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A friend who died.

2005-05-24T05:44:00.000+08:00

Aby is dead. i think she is. she drank 3 bottles of pills. Aby is a friend of mine. Were not really close. But, that time. when she needed my help and was about to commit suicide, i felt something. I feel like she had been my friend for a long time. All of her friends died. theyre 13 including her. they all comittted suicide. one by one. their lives were taken. 3 shot themselves, 2 bled to death. 1 was in a coma, i think hes dead now. She was crying for help just earlier. She commited suicide with her boyfriend just minutes ago, while we were chating. I tried to stop her. But i cant, I wasnt able to.

In Memory Of Aby, Hope youre happy now. Im going to miss you aby! Goodbye!

omgosh.

2005-05-23T19:08:00.000+08:00

omgosh. i just woke up. its friggin 7pm. sheesh. school's near. and my sleeping habits are so doing bad right now.

A must-read entry.

2005-05-23T04:04:00.000+08:00

Minsan May Isang Puta..

Tingin ng mga bobong kapitbahay ko puta daw ako. Nagpapagamit, binabayaran. Sabi nila ako daw ang pinakamaganda at pinakasikat sa aming lugar noon. Ang bango-bango ko daw, sariwa at makinis. Di ko nga alam kung sumpa ito, dahil dito naletse ang kinabukasan ko.

Tara, makinig ka muna sa kwento ko, yosi muna tayo..

Alam mo maraming lumapit sa akin, nagkagusto, naakit. Ang hirap pag lahat sa iyo virgin eh. Tinanggap ko naman silang tao, bakit nila ako ginago? Masakit alalahanin, iniisip ko na lang na kase di sila taga-rito, siguro talagang ganoon. Tatlong malilibog na foreigners ang namyesta sa katawan ko, na-rape daw ko.

Sa tatlong beses akong nagahasa, ang pinakahuli ang di ko makakalimutan. Parang maski di ko ginusto ang nangyari, hinahanap-hanap ko siya. Tinulungan niya kasi akong makalimutan ang mga sadistang Hapon at Kastila. Kase, ibang-iba ang hagod niya. Umiikot ang mundo ko sa tuwing ginagamit niya ako. Ibang klase siyang mag-sorry, lalo pa at kinupkop niya ako at ang mga naging anak ko.

Parating ang dami naming regalo - may chocolates, yosi, ano ka! May datung pa! Nakakabaliw siya, alam kong ginagamit niya lang niya ako pero pagamit naman ako ng pagamit. Sa kanya namin natutunan mag-inggles, di lang magsulat ha! Magbasa pa! Hanggang ngayon, sa tuwing mabigat ang problema ko, siya ang tinatakbuhan ko. 'Yun nga lang, lahat ng bagay may kapalit. Nung kinasama ko siya, guminhawa buhay namin. sosyal na sosyal kami.

Ewan ko nga ba, akala ko napapamahal na ako sa kanya. Akala ko tuluy-tuloy na kaligayahan namin, yun pala unti-unti niya akong pinapatay. Putang-Ina! Sa dami ng lason na sinaksak niya ss katawan ko, muntik na akong malaspag. Ang daming nagsabing ang tanga-tanga ko. Patalsikin ko na daw. Sa tulong ng mga ank ko, napalayas ko ang animal pero ang hirap magsimula. Masyado na kaming nasanay sa sarap ng buhay na naranasan namin sa kanya. Lubog na lubog pa kami sa utang, kulang ata pati kaluluwa namin para ibayad sa mag inutang namin.

Sinikap naming lahat maging maganda ang buhay namin. Ayun, mga nasa Japan, Hongkong, Saudi ang mga anak ko. Yung iba nag-US, Europe. 'Yung iba ayaw umalis sa akin. Halos lahat, wala silbi, masaya daw sa piling ko, maski amoy usok ako.

Sa dami ng mga anak ko na nagsisikap na tulungan ang kalagayan namin, siya din ang dami ng mga anak ko na nananamantala sa kabuhayan at kayamanan na itinatabi ko para sa punyetang kinabukasan naming lahat. Dumating ang panahon na di na kami halos makaahon sa hirap ng buhay. Napakahirap dahil nasanay na kami sa ginhawa at sarap.

Ang di ko inaakala ay mismong mga anak ko, ang tuluyang sisira sa akin. Napakasakit tanggapin na malinlang. Akala ko ay makakakita ako ng magiging kasama ko sa buhay sa mga ahas na ipinakilala ng mga anak ko. Hindi pala. Ang tanga ko talaga. Binugaw ako ng sarili kong mga anak kapalit ng kwarta at pansamantalang ginhawa na nais nilang matamasa.

Wala na akong nagawa dahil sa sobrang pagmamahal ko sa aking mga anak. Wala akong ibang yaman kundi ganda ko. Pinagamit ko na lang ng pinagamit ang sarili ko, basta maginhawa lang ang mga anak ko. Usap-usapan ako ng mga kapitbahay ko. May nanghihinayang, namumuhi at naaawa. Puta na kase ang isang magandang tulad ko.

Alam mo, gusto ko na sanang tumigil sa pagpuputa kaso ang laki talaga ng letseng utang ko eh. Palaki pa ng palaki. Kulang na kulang. Paano na lang ang mga anak ko na naiwan sa aking punyetang puder? Baka di na ako balikan o bisitahin ng mga nag-abroad kong mga anak.

Hindi na importante kung laspagin man ang ganda ko, madama ko lang ang pagmamahal ng mga anak ko. Malaman nila na gagawin ko ang lahat para sa kanila.

Sa tuwing titingin ako sa salamin, alam ko maganda pa rin ako. Meron pa din ang bilib sa akin. Napapag-usapan pa din. Sa tuwing nakikita ko ang mukha ko sa salamin, nakikita ko ang mga anak ko. Tutulo na lang ang mga luha ko ng di ko namamalayan. Ang gagaling ng mga anak ko, namamayagpag kahit saan sila pumunta. Mahusay sa kahit anong gawin. Tama man o mali. Proud ako sa kanila. Kaso sila, kabaligtaran ang nararamdaman para sa akin.

Sa dami ng mag anak ko, iilan lang ang may malasakit sa akin. May malasakit man, nahihilaw! Ni hindi nga ako kinikilalang ina. Halos lahat sila galit sa isa't-isa. Walang gustong magtulungan, naghihilahan pa. Ang dami ko ng pasakit na tiniis pero walang sasakit pa nung sarili kong mga anak bubugaw sa akin. Kinapital ang laspag na ganda ko. Masyado silang nasanay sa sarap ng buhay. Minsan sa pagtingin ko sa salamin, ni hindi ko na nga kilala ang sarili ko.

Parating na naman ang Pasko. Sana maalala naman ako ng mag anak ko. Isang buwan pa, mababagong taon na. Natatakot ako sa taong darating. Ngayon pa lang usap-usapan na ang susunod na pagbubugaw ng ilan sa mga anak ko. Sana may matanggol naman sa akin, ipaglaban naman nila ako. Gusto kong isigaw: "INA NINYO AKO! MAHALIN N'YO NAMAN AKO!"

Sige, dumadrama na ako. Masisira na ang make-up nito eh.

Salamat ha, pinakinggan mo ako.

Ay, sorry, di ko nasabi pangalan ko..

PILIPINAS nga pala.

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Magtatagalog ako ngayon.

Tama ang artikolong ito. Hindi niyo ba nahahalata? Parang.. hindi na natin nirerespeto at minamahal ang Pilipinas. Para bang wala tayong utang na loob dito. Ung tipong gusto natin makalimutan na dito tayo pinanganak, na dito tayo lumaki, na tayo ay mga Pilipino. Sa iba't ibang paraan, makikita mo.

Mukhang mas mahal nga ata ng mga Pilipino ang Korea. Ang Amerika. Ang Pransya. Unang una, Isang damak-mak na koreanovela ang patuloy na ineere sa telebisyon. Bawat pindot ng Remote Control. Bawat lipat ng estasyon.. Puro mukha ng mga koreano ang nakikita ko. Oonga't maganda sila. Oonga't matatangos ang kanilang ilon, mapuputi ang mga balat. Pero, ba't ganon? Ba't mas tinatangkilik ng mga tao ang Korea? Gusto ba nila na maging Koreano na lang? O di kaya amerikano?

"Ako ay Pilipino, Taas no kahit kanino."

eh. Bakit mukhang lahat ng pilipino ngayon ay nakayuko. Hiyang hiya ba tayo na tayo ay nangaling sa Pilipinas? Ganon na ba tayo ka ignorante?

Aaminin ko. Ganyan ako. Nanglalait ng hindi marunong mag ingles, pag OPM.."Ay! JOLOGS!".. Pero. pagkatapos kong nabasa yang artikulong yan, kahit papano nagbago ang tingin ko. Nagbago ang pananaw ko. Anu nga ba ang "Jologs?" Anu nga ba ang "Baduy?" Alam ko na sagot niyo.. "Jolina!" "OPM" "Tagalog books!" "Telanovela!"

Tama na! Siguro nga "Jologs" ito. Sa pananaw niyo. Pero.. sa pananaw ng Pilipinas.. Aba! malaking bagay na ito! Para kay "Pilipinas" si Jolina ay ang kanyang anak na napaka talentado! ang OPM naman para sa kanya ang mga tunog na parang gawa ng mga anhel niyang anak. Tagalog books? Ay, paborito yan ni Pilipinas. Tuwang tuwa siya kapag nakakabasa siya niyan. Kasi daw, namamangha siya sa mga anak niyang ganon ka galing gumawa ng mga storya! at Syempre. ang mga Telanovelas. Mapa-Darna. Hiram. O kahit maria clara pa yan. Inaabangan talga iyan ni Pilipinas. Hindi siya najojologan diyan. Sa totoo nga.. tuwang tuwa pa siya. Taas noo niyang pinipiilit na mapalabas yan sa ibang bansa. para naman ang mga anak niyang nagkandaugaga sa kakagawa niyan ay kahit papano mabigyan ng parangal. Pero.

Baket ganon? Mukhang ang mga anak niya, na gusto niyang tulungan, ang humihila sa kanya pababa. Iniiwanan siya sa ere. Isunusuka siya.

Kaya niyo bang sabihin? "Ako ay Pilipino. Taas noo kahit kanino!"? Kaya niyo? Alam niyo. Ako rin. Di ko pa kaya. Pero susubukan ko. Napakaipokrita ko naman kung sasabihin ko yan ng di ko tinototoo. Sasabihin ko yan pag handa na ako. Sasabihin ko yan pag "Jologs" na ako. Dahil ang Pinoy, mga jologs yan.

Jologs - walang pakealam kung anung iisipin ng ibang tao. Maka-masa. Maka-Pilipino.

sa susunod na pagkikita. siguro ingles na yon. Pano ko sasabihin ang aking pamamaalam? Ingles na nga lang. hayaan na natin. hihingi na lang ako ng pagpapatawaran kay Pilipinas.

"Toodles!"

Star Wars III : Revenge Of The Sith

2005-05-22T02:48:00.000+08:00

Warning. I'm a spoiler. haha! Beware! haha!

Holy Shit. Star wars episode III : revenge of the sith was indeed successful. 4 cinemas. 80 sumthng seats. For 150 pesos. SOLD OUT. From morning to evening. It was unbelievably amazing.

Natalie Portman as Padme Amidala, Samuel L. Jackson as Mace Windu
Hayden Christensen as Anakin Skywalker, Jimmy Smits as Beil Organa
Ewan McGregor as Obi-Wan Kenobi

The Movie was great! Although there were many Jedis that were killed. Many important Jedis. And Padme died. Anakin, well. Many of us know, that he turned to the dark side. He became Darth Vader. Errm. The ending was ok. I regretted the time when I slept in the moviehouse when watching Star Wars : Attack Of the Clones. haha.

Speaking of Star Wars : Attack Of the Clones, I'm gonna ask you guys a question. When was Anakin cuter? is there such a word? haha! oh well.. heres the pic.

Heres Anakin in Episode III : Revenge Of the Sith

Heres Anakin in Attack Of the Clones.

So? Which "Anakin" is cuter? I know theyre only the same person. But.. the hair and all. haha!

hmmm.

2005-05-21T02:42:00.000+08:00

hmmm. where the hell's my soulmate? gee. i cant find him anywhere. haha! oh well. at least i have my friends with me. As long as they're here, then i don't have to worry, cause i know, they'll be there to catch me, when i fall. Oh well. Life is life.

Kara and I talked on the phone for like how many hours. Recently, kara and i are always on the phone. hahaha! i miss that gal so much. We've been friends since 5th grade. We even have this group called "spies" haha. its not a barkada. its.. hmm. well. its just a thing you do when you have nothing to do. do you guys get me? haha. oh well. its compose of me, kara, carmy, aleena and alay. I'm "Sam" from totally spies. Aleena is "Clover", Alay is "Alex" [i remembered when alay and i faught for this role! haha!]. Kara is "Kim Possible" and carmy.. haaha! carmy is Gerry! hahaha! u wanna know why? haha! Carmy lives in Filinvest. Filinvest is located in errmm. antipolo? well. they dont have Disney in their cable.. so.. (being the brats we are) we played a trick on carmy! haha! we said that "Gerry" was a sexy, young woman who have this cute cat in her arms always! but do u guys know the "real" Gerry? haha. Gerry is an aged man with no girlfriend or wife. Hes always in tux and hes balding. hahaha!!

Those times..

I miss them soooo soooo much. specially the tres amigas! Kara, Carmy and Me! the tres amigas! wooohoo. i cant wait to see them. We're going to watch a movie in carmy's house next week! cool! welll.. till next time.

toodles!

i cant stand it anymore!!

2005-05-19T23:06:00.000+08:00

gggrrraar. "hEy, WazzUhp?! yOu OriGhT?!"

stop it with the sticky caps!! i swear. i have hard time reading it. my eyes are aching!! whaaa.

and about the "z" thing. its jologs ok. major J! major jologs! ieew. and stop the "me" you" trend!!

I CANT STAND IT!

SHIT! carnaper!

2005-05-16T14:24:00.000+08:00

we went to church yesterday. since its sunday. DUH! haha! so.. usually ung dad ko dinodrop lang kami sa hrap ng church tapos magpapark ciya. tapos tska siya susunod. soo di namin alam kung saan pinapark, pero usually iisang lugar lang.

so aiun. dumating na dad ko. then.. super init. as in walang air! seriously. eh alam ko na may fan dun sa car. so.. kinuha ko ung keys sa dad ko. tapos un...

pag punta ko dun sa usual spot.. binubuksan ko ung car.., ayaw bumukas!!! as in AYAW! so parang pinipilit ko!! tapos. biglang may guy na dumating.. tapos sabi niya.."is there any problem?"
tapos sabi ko.. ahh. ayaw mabukas ung door. tapos ginawa niya.. binuksan niya. using his own keys.. tapos parang ako weirdong weordo na ako. tapos sabi niya.. "uhhmm. car ko toh e."

tapos.. parang ako.. takbo ako saharap. tapos tiningann ko ung plate number.. tapos.. IBANG KOTSE! ahahahaha!!

shhiit talga! hahahhaha!! tapos un nagsorry ako.. and all.. at leasat di ciya nagalit. natawa lang ciya.

ggggrrarr.

2005-05-15T01:58:00.000+08:00

i hate my sister. gggrarr. i dont like her. godammit.

i want..

2005-05-13T17:15:00.000+08:00

a wallet.
a laptop.
many chick-lit books.
many novels.
many ferero rocher.
a bodyshop lip & cheek tint.
a new rubber shoes from xoxo or von dutch.

a very amusing story.

2005-05-13T02:09:00.000+08:00

a powerul wizard, who wanted to destroy an entire kingdom, placed a magic potion in the well from which all the inhabitants drank.. Whoever drank that water would go mad.

The following morning, the whole population drank from the well and they all went mad, apart from the king and his family, who had a well set aside for them alone, which the magician had not managed to poision. The king was worried and tried to control the population by issuing a series of edicts governing security and public health. The policemen and the inspectors, however, had also drunk the poisoned water, and they thought the king's decisions were absurd and resolved to take no notice of them.

When the inhabitants of the kingdom heard these decrees, they became convinced that the king had gone mad and was now giving nonsensical orders. They marched on the castle and called for his abdication.

In despair the king prepared to step down from the throne, but the queen stopped him, saying: 'Let us go and drink from the communal well. Then we will be the same as them.'

And that was what they did: The king and the queen drank the water of madness and immeadiatley began talking nonsense. Their subjects repented at once; now that the king was displaying such wisdonm, why not allow him to continue ruling the country?

The country continued to live in peace, although its inhabitants behaved very differently from those of its neighbors. And the king was able to govern until the end of his days."

------------------------------------------------------------------Veronika Decides To Die by Paulo Coelho---------

haha! the story is really really funny. its true. no one is crazy.. no one should be in the mental hospital or any asylum. the meaning of crazy varries with a person's perspectives. when a person is acting differently doesnt mean he's crazy. remember, in his point of view.. youre the one whos crazy! haha!

stop.

2005-05-13T00:22:00.000+08:00

Among all the people i thought would support me. Among all the people i thought will back me up. YOU, let me down!! you, the person i thought wholl save me from this hell. well.. you just pushed me back.

NO ONE CAN MAKE ME FEEL INFERIOR WITHOUT MY CONSENT.

before, i used to believe that. but now, i think someone made me feel inferior. someone i thought would never do that to me. life's a bitch. I hope ur reading this. I hope you know its you, im talking about. maybe.. maybe not. i just hope youll leave me alone. stop nagging. stop talking non sense about the plans i dont even care. just. stop it.

TEXT MISSING!!

first, look at yourself. you have imperfections too, just like me. why dont you blame urself first, huh? for a change, dear! come one. i may be irresponsible and all.. but its not always my fault. just look at yourself. see whats wrong! i dont care about your explanations. i dont care about your promises. i really dont care.

stop it. just stop.

Mourn. Mourn. Mourn.

2005-05-12T12:21:00.000+08:00

guys. now is the time to mourn. anthony federov was booted out from american idol. well.. at least SCOTT was booted out first.

in the memory of anthony federov.

new layout....again.

2005-05-11T19:28:00.000+08:00

well. its a new layout, obviously. its my 3rd skin this week. haha! oh well.. hope ull like it!

Save the world, save the children!

2005-05-10T17:23:00.000+08:00

wooohooo! kara and i talked on the phone last night! and she told me that she sometimes go this hospital to entertain or help the cancer patients.. so. i told her that i wanna help sa "cribs." then she said, nagpaplan din daw cila ni carmy non! but then, they thought na ayaw ko ng mga ganun. sooo.. ayun!! we planned a charity event! itsss SO cool! so if u wanna join. just drop me a line! aright?

ok. so were gonna donate 500 each for the food. and, im tasked to bring styro plates, spoons and fork. and some candies too! then.. if its possible ill bring na rin the diapers and ill make pala mango gelatin! on the other hand, kara was tasked to make the spaghetti, and bring the loot bag. ok. literally the LOOT BAG! ahhaha!! and some candies too. andd hmm. i forgot the other things. haha! oh well. im really excted! swear!

hmmm. then we discussed, that we want to start a business! haha! omgosh. im tired of typping.. ill just let you guys know about the details next time! byeee!

oh yeah... for those people who want to donate stuff for the cribs. just email me! or...them!

Spot The Difference

2005-05-08T03:52:00.000+08:00

LETS SPOT THE DIFFERENCE

Child Labor

2005-05-06T10:39:00.000+08:00

Stop Child Labor!! Im going to organize a "rally" sa edsa to stop child labor. STOP LABORING YOUR CHILD AS FARMERS!! STOP STOP STOP!!

*in this protest, no palays are harmed*

gonna be back

2005-05-04T02:08:00.000+08:00

angels coming home na!!! angels coming home na!!! haha!! i really missed her!! yipeeeeeeeeee!!! gigimik na ulit kadasm!! woooohooo!! wohoooooo!! yes!!

TiME TO PaRTEi

yipeeeeers!

dentist - greenhills

2005-05-04T01:50:00.000+08:00

its time for my monthly *ahem* dental check-up. i have braces thats why. *sheeesh*. i dont want em. bad news. 5 months pa. grrrrrrr. my teeth nmn are fine!! *ahem* hahaha. well.. thats what i think. although im really fond of going to the dentist!! why? i really like my dentist!! hes so funny!! *fyi hes married. and old.* gosh!! he really can make me laugh!! haha!! thats why i love going to the dentist.. haha!!

so.. after that we went to greenhills so that my brother can get the PS2 fixed. so.. he was carrying this briefcase with a text saying "blaze" basta.. it looks like the ones in an action movie where they put the bomb and all.. so my brother was carryng that one.. and he looks suspicious. with his soldier cut hair and straight back.. oh yeah.. and his glasses too. hahaha!!

i cna see the security guards looking at him suspiciously!!! like giving him this weird look then whispering into their radios!!! hahaha!! iwa s laughing so hard!! hahaha!! its so funnyyyy nmn noh!!! hahaha!!!

then.. the guy said that the PS2 is dead na. :( hahahaha!! he said that the only thing we could do is buy a lense *which cost 5thou* and a mother board and a hard drive *which cost around 7thou*.. like as if my dad would pay MONEY for the PS2. whatever! haha!! so my dad said... "magbasa ka na lang.." hahaha! if only u saw my brothers reaction!! hahahaha!! then i whisperd to my dad.. "exchange mo ung cell niya*his cellphone is Motorola Rzr* for the Ps2! hahaha!!goshhh! hahaha!! my brother gave me this *fucked up* look. hahahhaha!!!!

so after that.. we decided to eat. cause were all starving!! haha!! we ate at burgoos!! i got a hamburgoo! hahaha!! then... hmm... what happened next? my brother and i went to starbucks to have a frappe.. on our way...

i suddenly heard someone.."elora!!"

i looked.. searching for the owner of the voice i heard say my *precious* name. *ahemm*

there she was. standing. with her hair put up. just like before. she was wearing a really cute shirt. and a shorts?! i think.. i dunno. i forgot.. who is she?

shes... CHARI! hahahaha!! kala niyo kung cino anoh!? hahaha!! just kidiiin chari! haha!!

then the 2nd word na cnbi niya is "tae!!"

and i was like.."tae?! ngaun lang tayo nagkita tapos 'tae'" hahaha!! then we laughed! hahaha!! i miss na my friends!! grbehh.. hay..

then we chated for a while.. then finally we said goodbyes to each other. then vannila frappe here i come!!

starstrucked.

2005-05-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

Sunny sunday, very sunny sunday, thats what today is. I woke up at aorund 5pm [again]. I thought it was going to be a very boring sunday, but well, its quite intersting.

5pm. oooooh. heat strucked the earth. as if were being baked in the oven. gosh. why does it have to be so hot!?!! so. we went to the church to attend mass. ithat was about 8pm.

the mass was finished.

boring? just wait.

we went to eastwood, by surprise, because my parents are going to the spa, what does it leaves us, kids? well. we were asked to stay in eastwood. do whatever we want to do, watch a movie or sumthng... go shopping, whatever. so. my dad gave us money, so that we can do anything. haha! we[my sister, my borhter and i] decided to watch a movie. the movie? well. CAN THIS BE LOVE, THE INTERPRETER, GUESS WHO, XXX2 are the choices. can this be love? not even an option. guess who, my sister watched that already. XX2, stupid, dumb, bad movie. the interpreter? perfect choice!

but.. wait.. the movies starts at 11:oopm. oh my. our parents are just gonna have a spa, and theylle be back around 12. gosh. oh well..thats life. they just have to wait. haha! [[[meeaaanieee]]]

so we decided to stroll aound eastwood first. couples, babies, loners, barkadas...celerities. im shocked, actually. not because i saw a celebrity. but because how she looked. i saw ala paredes with her boyfriend. they look good together, actually they look alike. its weird, but first i saw her in adidas. i didnt exactly knew that thats ala. i thought, 'oh how tall, very tall... and i mean tall.. maybe shes a model.' then. i saw her again... in nike. haha! and somewhere along eastwood paseo, then in eastwood citywalk, then in other diff places and again in "the big chill" theyre standing in front of us. ala looked at me. and i can read her mind..'are they following me? i saw this girl like 5 times already..' but that was just thoughts in my head. i guess she didnt look at me. she looked at my back. my back? yeehp, my back. theres this someone. who looks familiar. .. but i cant wuite remember his name. then ala and his "boyfriend" started talking to them. ok. fine. haha. so it was weird. i dunno why. haha! then uhmm. dominic ochoa started to pass by. and this other celebrity,which i dont know the name. god its weird. haha. theres also this model. that had posed for candy or sumthing. ok. its really weird.

then... its was time for the movie.. so 15 minutes before the movie was supposed to end, i feel somthing poking my feet. so i decided to quiclky take the boots off. then put it back again. but as i "quickly" removed my boots, it fell, yes. it fell.. yes. on the ground. the ground of my "frontmate's". shit. i was panicking. oh my gohd. oh my gohd. oh my gohd. then i politely said to my "frontmate" 'uhmm.. i think my boots are in under your seat.' then she politely picks it up and handed my boots to me. her friends are laughing. my siblings are laughing, everyones laughin!! will someone please just watch the friggin movie!? oh gohd. haha! but then.. being not that senstitive.. i laugh it off..

thats my day. sheeesh.

The Interpreter.

2005-05-02T02:27:00.000+08:00

Nicole Kidman and Sean Penn in a thriller-suspense-action movie, what else could you ask for?

Silvia Broome, a UN interpreter who overhears a death threat against the leader of an African Country played by Nicole Kidman. Silvia grew up in Africa, along with his brother, Simon, sister and parents. Well, her parents and sister was killed.

Simon, was also killed by a young kid.

Tobin Keller, a secret service agent that was assigned to solve or prevent the "situation", was played by Sean Penn.

the ending? nahh. i wont spoil it. haha!ö

Television Freak-azoid.

2005-04-30T22:54:00.000+08:00

gooshness. constantine wa booted out. how come? he was like so good. i like him. although the guy with the blonde hair is good too. but constatine? come on! he was like "the bomb!" and "the reason to watch american idol!" i only watch the show cause of him. haha! oh well. andd uhmm. his mum was so sad. seriously. gosh. i want constatine!!! oh well. thats life.. well. america is stupid. haha! i mean.. jasmine trias?! what the fuck? she doesnt have a good voice.. and a good face either. haha. maybe im still shocked that latoya was out. because of Jasmine. is that right? well. im not a big fan. i dont like singin. haha. sheeesh.

vonzell could at lest win. please. oh. please. or.. hmmm. carrie's good. im a sexist[biased in gender], and i like ryan seacrest. haha!! [remeber, im a sexist?] haha.. i cant believe that dudes a gay. i mean. he looks good and all... gooshness.. haha. oh my.

Last night[or was that last night?] in Jay Leno's show. constatine was there. for the WHEEL OF CONSOLATION. hahaha!! the same reason Anwar[anraw? or amraw? or whatever] is there. haha! and guess what Constatine got? a MING VASE. cool? haha.. its not a REAL ming vase. its a YAO MING VASE. haha!! its a chinese vase with a picture of yao-ming!! haha!! talk about creepy!! haha!! so funny.. and...

In the Late Night Show, conan has been talking about the "NEW" hi-def[deph, i dunno] thing. hahaha!! its so cool. conan was like trying to consume the extra space by putting olympic diving competition on the sides!! haha!! its so funny!! then.. there was this guy tap dancing!! haha!! its SO funy! ahhhh. i really love conan!!

yorkshire terrier

2005-04-29T21:31:00.000+08:00

im sad. i want a toy dog. all our dogs are huge. haha. we have a doberman and a german sheperd. gohd. theyre so big. rarrr. hahaha. all i want is a small, cute fury dog! hahaha. like this onee..

thats kujo[meaning killer dog]. thats my cousin's dog. isnt he adorable!? gosh. hes so cute!!

i want one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no sleep for a day

2005-04-29T11:54:00.000+08:00

so. i toldya before that i cant sleep right? so im planning not to sleep! haha! so that, in the evening i will be so tired and i will fall asleep. i tried that before. it worked! but then.. after few days. teri, john and i talked in the phone till the wee hours of the mornin, so my sleeping habbits went back to its old self again. haha. oh well. i hope it works this time.. and no threeway for me! haha!!

gosh. i badly want a broadband internet connection, dial ups sucks, bigtime! globelines broadband is like 1995 a month. i really dunno if its expensive na compared to other broadbans dsls. oh gosh. i hope we get one. the unlimited one. haha. cause there are two types. the unlimited and the 30 hours. 30 hours? u think i can live with that? no way. i rather use dial-ups. haha. gooshh. but i badly need a fast internet connection.. ohgosh. haha. ive been doing nothing than going online.. and sleeping. haha.. although i really cant sleep. but once im in dreamland, uh-oh no one can stop me. haha!

so this brings me to another topic. haha. my dads willing to pay for any sports i want to take up. because im just slobing around the house. and the electricity bill increased SO much. trust me, u dont wanna know how much it is. and the phone bill too. cause im using pldt vibe post-paid. hahaha!! i remembered theres this month that we[or him, rather] payed 7 thousand bucks just for the "internet rates".. the phoneline mismo is still not included. can you imagine? soo.. i think. i have a bigger posibility to go dsl. to pay 2 thou a month than 7 thou bucks. haha!! but we're kinda saving. cause, i got a new ipod, my brother got a new phone[motorola rzr, but we bought it when it was "freshly" released so its kinda worth 40 thou plus. ] then, my bday celebration in shangrila. haha!! i kinda feel guilty. haha. like my dad said, "my presents are always the most expensive ones" hahaha. oh well. thats not my fault, [partly].. hahaha. actually when i said i want an ipod i was just joking. then i was surprised that they actually thought i was serious. hahaha!! gosh.. haha!!

oh yeah.. again.. its SO friggin hot!!!! im dying heree!!!

toodles!

insomniac

2005-04-29T03:31:00.000+08:00

have you ever felt tired? so tired that dozing off seems to be a very easy thing to do? well. i feel tired, allright, but dozing off? it seems to be the hardest thing for me. i really cant sleep. but once the dream bubbles are on its way, they couldnt be stopped. i could sleep for 12 hours straight. but i cant sleep. do you guys get me? i dont think so. haha. i just answered my own question. how stupid of me. hahah. oh well. hope i can sleep normally soon.

toodles!

new layout!!

2005-04-28T20:20:00.000+08:00

as you can see! new layout.. pink. again. haha!ö oh well. the color pink is so cute. specially on blogs. haha!

oh yeah. its so friggin HOT right now!! gohd!

sky cable mishap!!

2005-04-27T23:15:00.000+08:00

god, i hate sky cable!! theyre so damn fuckin stupid! shit! or lets just the the "contractors" of sky cable!! hate them!! theyre like accusing us that were tapping. the one whos tapping is our neighbor!! they disconnected our cable but now its ok na. tapos theyre accusing my tita na nag tatap!! hello!? my tita doesnt even have cable! and they said that shes like connecting the wires thru the window!! my tita doesnt have a window na possibleng pagkonek ng cable wire!! are they stupid or what?! god i hate them!! if i was just awake when they came. garrr.!! humanda cila!! kakainis!! im gonna email nga sky cable e!! they DID insult us!! theyre saying that were doing sumthng illegal!! fuck! hate them!! i know theyre just doing their job but please!! do your jobs PROPERLY!! and PROVE things first, oright?

and to the contractors:

im in 4th grade when we had cable on our tv!!! were loyal sky cable subscribers! weve been paying every month for 3-4 years now! minsan nga nagpapadala kau ng bill ang daming beses e!! bayad nmn kami ng byad!! so please. ayusin niyo trabaho niyo. stupid! kainis na kayo e!

god!! im so fuckin mad right now!!! stop accusing people!! just stop it! prove niyo muna!! tangina!

yahoo messenger!!

2005-04-26T23:07:00.000+08:00

i "chated" with teri today. shes very fun to talk to. seriously! i was laughing for hours and hours! haha! im still laughing about the reason you hate "that guy". haha!!

limewire express

2005-04-25T00:18:00.000+08:00

haha. ive decided to download limewire since my ipod doesnt have many songs. so. i downloaded tons and tons of songs!! i feel the FBI will soon get me and throw to prison. haha! oh well. actually its ok. because many people downloaded limewire. and if ever ill get caught. ill give em your name! haha!! ill tell them that ur downloading illegal music too! so im gonna have company in prison. haha! and. one of my buddies, angel, uses limewire! haha!! so, i think ill be happy in prison. its like a big party!! without food. and music. and chips.. oh its not gonna be a party after all. oh well. at least i have my friends haha!!

oh before i forgot!! i have a beautiful blog to share!! its made by Chona.

chona's blog

its a very very funny blog about a maid. she have a crush on her "Sir Jeff". hes the son of her "amo" hahaha!! trust me. ur gonna laugh ur ass off!! seriously!! this is a must-see blog!!

theres also another fan fiction blog. but i forgot the url. sorry. its funny too. but chona's blog is way funier! the other blog that i was talking about earlier is about an atenean. college guy. hes so conyo!! haha! and he always hangouts in "sbarbs" [starbucks katips]. haha!! its so funny. he hates 2 of his colleagues. then he labels them funny names! like this guy who loves to write, he named him "Edgar Allan Poser" hahaha!! its so funny. then. he hates his girlfriend because her gf wants this atenean guy to recognize her in school. then he was furious with this idea because his crush will know he has a gf!! hahhaha!! just check it out. its cafeine rush. or sumthng like that. i dont know the url. just try and google it.

sports show

2005-04-24T00:26:00.000+08:00

shit! pinaka asitg na nakita kong mga cars.. seryoso! ganda!! kakatulo laway. haha!! super.. meron isa. sports car.. pinaintan ng parang.. basta magulo. tapos tangina ung pinto.. ung pag open.. pataas!! shit.. ang ganda ganda talga! kung makita nyo lang.. tapos. meron isa. marcedes benz sports car. fuck. the best sa buong show. grbeh. haha. then. meron nmn isa car lang tapos.. isang seat lang. for the driver tapos ung katabi nung seat may tv sa pinto! haha! tapos nun sa likod nun .. GLASS na speakers, stereo, amplifier! fuck! the bomb. shit. nung time na un. gusot ko mangcarnap! hayy. haha! grbeh. never ko makakalimutan ung day na un.. i swear from now on sasama na ako sa lahat ng sports show sa ewan! basta kung saan makaabot. haha!!

eii nga pala.. nagusap kme ni kara ng mga ilang oras.. tapos tinthree way namen c carmy. haha! tapos dapat nung una di ako magsasalita para sila lang ni kara at carmy maguusap muna.. tapos may queu[spell check] haha. kung kelan ako papasok. haha!! e binigay na ni kara ung queu tapos di ako nagsasalita kce tawa ako ng tawa.. kce sabi ni kara.. teka three way ko lang c elora **tut tut tut, hello elora?! elORA? ELORA?!" hahaha!! tatlong pindot lng bah ang number ko? haha!!! tapos biglaan alam na kaagad kung cno sasagot! haha!! grbeh.. tawa tlga ako ng tawa!! haha!! suppper. hayy. i miss them na tlga so much.. haha! tagal na rin nag usap kme ng ganun katgal. haha. ay dipala.. mga ilang weeks lng pala un. haha!!oh well.haha!! cgehh. bye!

toodles!

i-pod!!!

2005-04-23T00:02:00.000+08:00

i have an ipod naa. cool.. but. i dunno kung pano mag load ng songs.. haha!! kelangan ko pa pagaralan. haha! i asked for ana's help pero di din nya alm e.. so. haha. un. wala pa ring kanta.. rarr. im so stupid. haha!

yeah. its color blue pala. well. i want the apple green. but nung nalman ko na may apple green pala nakakuha na ng blue.. ooh well. haha! at least may ipod. hahaa!!

windstruck!!!

2005-04-22T02:52:00.000+08:00

oohh.. i really like this movie!! its so cute.. i cried many times!! haha!! kasi ang gandang story e!! its so cool.. i think im obsessed with this movie.. it so cool! so watch it! haha! its the prequel of "'my sassy girl".. but its 10 times better than my sassy girl.. ill even lend you my sister's friend's dvd!! hahaha!! im SO bad.. but its worth it!! trust me.

oooohh

2005-04-21T23:45:00.000+08:00

hey.. im gonna tell you guys a story.. haha.. its about me.. and my lola. and a lil bit about hmm.. everybody.. haha.. nevermnd.. here it goes.. i went to my tita's house, her house is beside lang ng house namin.. then she told me that shell give me money for my bday.. kasi last na pinapunta nya ako.. i said no kasi kakahiya naman.. so di ko tinangap.. pero sabi nya kunin ko daw.. kasi daw.. nadream nya lola ko..[who died last january 27 lang].. na humihingi ng money sa knya.. then.. bibilhan daw nya ako ng "jumper" haha!! id ont even know what the hell is that!! haha.. oh well.. then i was so touched na my lola still remembers its my birthday pala.. i relaly loved her, so much. shes like my favorite lola!! and.. i miss her. my parents kasi are always late umuwi.. soo.. when im sick.. shes the one who will get the medicine.. tell me to rest.. and all that stuff. so i guess i can say im really close to her.. wala lang.. and then..dati pa.. sabi ng tito ko nmn.. na napaginipan daw nya lola ko.. carryng a little boy.. and sabi ng tito ko.. it looks like ung brother ko.. who passed away rin before he was born so.. i guess theyre together.. in heaven. yes im sure.. theyre in heaven.. my lolas a very very holy person.. and well.. my brother is trully "sinless" haha.. hayyy..

oooh guess what!!!ö im gonna have an ipod tomorrow!! haha!!

movie marathon.

2005-04-18T15:41:00.000+08:00

we went to greenhills kahapon.. to buy brother shirts for college.. sa theatre mall ung "structure" ata.. basta.. ahha!! tapos.. we bought dvds.. haha!! SUPER layo nung pinuntahan namin../ we bought 9 films.. haha!!

titles?

wimbledon
my sassy girl
alexander
the aviator
final cut
be cool
my little bride
stepford wives
closer

ung my sassy girl di gumagana subtitles.. rarr!! kakainis!! haha!! so how the hell am i going to watch a korean film.. haha!! oh well.. bibili na lang ako ng bago.. haha!!

maganda ung stepford wives!! its cute!! haha!!
then.. uhmm.. little bride is amusing.. haha!!

basta.. haha!

my birthdae.

2005-04-16T11:31:00.000+08:00

well.. birthdae ko kahpon! im fourteen na, finally! haha!! well... nung morning wala nmn ako masyadong ginawa! i just watched "windstruck" by JunJhingYin or sumthgn like that. haha! basta its SO good.. nakakatawa na super tapos sa bandang huli SUPER nakakaiyak rin.. haha!! it the prequel ata ng "My Sassy Girl" its korean ata.. basta its good unlike those weird koreanovelas on tv.. basta.. its so good!! i swear!! haha! then.. nanood rin ako ng meet the fockers... haha!! di ko pa kce napapnood un eh.. rarr! haha!! nung una walang tunog!! haha!! kce dad ko kce ininstall nya ung harman/kardon or sumthng.. bastah parang amplifier tapos.. di ko alam kung pano paganahin.. haha! so nagkaproblem.. then.. ginalaw galaw ko.. umayos. haha!!

after naman nun.. we went to eastwood to eat sa shanghai bistro.. kaya lang magmemeet na lang.. since dad and sister ko asa makati [nagwowork] kasabay ko mum and kuya ko pumunta sa eastwood.. tpos nung umalis kme sa house asa Makati pa sila!! what the fuck?! so ang tagal tagal pa!! tpos nag ikot na lang ako sa eastwood tiangge.. tapos un.. finally ddumating na cila.. tapos ang yummy nung food.. kaya lang di namin naubos.. super busog.. kuya ko kce walang ganang kumain kaya di naubos.. haha! cya kasi tagaubos nmn eh.. takaw kce!! pero super payatot naman! haaha!! bastah... un lng nmn.. cgeh!

ooh yeah!ö

2005-04-14T19:34:00.000+08:00

yesh!! its not true!!ö another realization.. "only GOD knows" tama tama? so... HINDINDG HINDI ako maniniwala kpag hindi si GOD ang nagsabi! rght? okeii.. so im calm nah! haha! hindi naman sa nagwala ako kanina.. wala.. nag pray lang ako.. tpaos pumunta ako sa bahay ng tita ko.ayun.. ahaha! wala lang..

ang funny kce sabi sa news.. na.. PINAUWI daw ung gma offices.. nakaktawa!! i mean! WHAT THE FUCK ARE THEY THINKING?!

sorry for my words..

oright!? byee.

if ever.

2005-04-14T15:48:00.000+08:00

sabi daw nila.. magkakaroon ng earthquake ngaun. but i dont think that will happen.. only God knows what will happen, right? soo.. whatever happens tonight.. wala... ill just pray na lang cguro..haha!!

oh well..sabi DAW sa quezon city mag ooriginate ang earthquake.

wala lang.. i dunno what im saying.

goodbbye!!

unwritten.

2005-04-13T13:49:00.000+08:00

I Am Unwritten, Can't Read My Mind, I'm Undefined
I'm Just Beginning, The Pen's In My Hand, Ending Unplanned

Staring At The Blank Page Before You, Open Up The Dirty Window
Let The Sun Illuminate The Words That You Could Not Find
Reaching For Something In The Distance
So Close You Can Almost Taste It
Release Your Inhibitions

Feel The Rain On Your Skin
No One Else Can Feel It For You
Only You Can Let It In
No One Else, No One Else
Can Speak The Words On Your Lips
Drench Yourself In Words Unspoken
Live Your Life With Arms Wide Open
Today Is Where Your Book Begins
The Rest Is Still Unwritten

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realizations na naman.. time to be serious..the song says that we are individuals that should
know how to be independent. we dont know whatwill happen to us in the future. we might not be succesful..or me may not actually live in the futere. no one knowswhat the future holds.. we may be accompanied with friends..or we may be alone.. so i say.. whatever happens..
we should be ready.. we should be independent. no one else canexpress what u feel except for you. youre the only one whocan control urself. so now.. i made myself a vow.. i promise to
be independent. but being independent doesnt mean being alone.rather having the ability to control oneself without the help of others

hahaha!!!! cgeh.. tawa lang!! hahha!!

2005-04-13T09:00:00.000+08:00

Elora Samson Sam's Aliases

Your movie star name: Pringles Pedro

Your fashion designer name is Elora Paris

Your socialite name is Elors Venice

Your fly girl / guy name is E Sam

Your detective name is Puppy Miriam

Your barfly name is French Fires Daiquiri

Your soap opera name is Samson De Pilar

Your rock star name is Sweet Tarts Viper

Your star wars name is Eloyeo Samash

Your punk rock band name is The Procastinating Fondeu

The Amazing Meganame Generator

e-bay galore.

2005-04-12T08:39:00.000+08:00

im looking at ebay right now.. trying to find an i-pod and a laptop.. haha! and some neckalces from claires and wallets too.

hahaha!!!

2005-04-10T09:56:00.000+08:00

anoh type mo? haha!! bstah! kme lang nakakaintindi nitoh!

sleep!ö

2005-04-09T01:39:00.000+08:00

heii. well.. if u read my last post is says that i cant sleep. right? soo. now.. i have another problem.. and its the complete opposite of that. i slept all day long! gohd. haha. i dont know whats happening to me.. haha.. oh yeah. its angels birthdae!! happy birthdae angel murga! mwah mwah! and.. have a safe trip! well.. shes going to subic today.. and on US on april 13.. i think?! oh well.. pasalubong ah! ahaha! gosh.. i cant wait to go back to school. summer.. is driving me crazy.. seriously!! i mean.. theres nothing you can do.. its hot... everybody's on vacation.. gosh. haha. why do i keep saying "gosh" haha!! i dunno.. haha.. oh well..

as u can see.. i updated my blog.. and.. i dont really like it that much.. but its okeii. haha. im just tired of the "chucks" thing. haha.. so i replaced it na. haha.. oh well. okeii.. im bored.. haha!! obviously.. thats why im blogging.. because im bored. haha!!

till next time. luv yah guys!!

how to sleep.ö

2005-04-03T02:25:00.000+08:00

its frickin 2:25 am. im still awake.. considering.. i woke up at 6:00pm.. gosh. i think im insomniac. oh no. ill be living like forever. oh noo. hey you know. pope john paul II "near death" condition's really freking me out. i dunno why.. MAYBE the fact that IF the pope is gonna die[hope not] therell be no one in charge of the christian community. and that i worry that this is the end of the world.. haha.i hope not. oh well.. lets all pray for him.

bookworm.ö

2005-03-30T01:23:00.000+08:00

shucks.. im a bookworm!! haha.. just finished reading shopaholic takes manhattan.. then im curntly reading shopaholic ties the knot.. haha.. shopaholic craze!! haha.. its so good kce!! sobrah!! haha. oh well. ang funny funny kce! haha.. sobrang tawa ako ng tawa.. haha mukha na nga akong tanga e.. sa kakatawa.. sobrah! haha.. oh well.. haha.. bibili nga ako ng sopaholic and siser eh..para masaya..complete na ang collection.. haha.. cgeh nah.. magbabasa pa ako.. byee..

get some sleep!!

2005-03-28T00:49:00.000+08:00

nakatulog ako ng 3 am..omg..haha..then i woke up at 10 am..wtf? i need some sleep.. i went to quiapo for my passport..at last!! haha.. thenn.. we went to gateway..ohh..cool place..cono siya..haha!! merong U2..merong trod.. ezno angiolini..gosh.. meron ring liz clairborne, xoxo.. grbeh.. paradise!! haha. gosh.. my parents told me that i can pick kahit anong sapatpos sa trod... sa lacoste.. or sa nike women..haha.. pero.. aioko.. for a birthday gift.. haha.. i need MORE!! haha!!! so i still dont know what to get for MY birthday.. its on april 15..guys.. april 15!! haha!! then.. we went to loyol a to visit my lola and my brother.. gosh.. i miss them..haha.. oh well.. thats life.. you go out into ur momms womb.. next thing youll know the doctors are having HARD time trying to revive you.. haha.. oh well.. haha..well..thats just about it..till next timee..

cleaning the house.ö

2005-03-26T00:18:00.000+08:00

we cleaned the house!!! thats it!!ö GOD.. i hate this day..haha!!

visita iglesias!ö

2005-03-25T03:01:00.000+08:00

visita iglesias!! wow.. haha.. kakapagod.. una pumunta kami.. sa lady of the abandonned.. tapos.. sa ateneo.. then.. dela strada..sta clara..mt. carmel.. san agustin.. cathedral..gbeh ang daming tao sa san agustin!! nakakaloka!! nakakdiri! haha!! siksikan..kung di ko lang mahal si GOD..haii..haha!! oh well.. titiisin ko lahat for GOD..amen..haha..nweii.. after.. cguro nag start kme mga 6..ata!! hahah... late tlgah.. as in. natapos kme ng mga 12 md.. haha..grbeh kaloka! di ko take.. ang gulo gulo pah.. haha.. oh well. kumain kme sa dampa.. paranaque kce.. malmng sarado na sa libis.. ng mga ganong time.. cguro natpos kme mga 1:30 am to 2:00 am.. haha! cgeh nah.. byee.. haha!

blogmania.ö

2005-03-22T21:14:00.000+08:00

today.. blogmania!! haha. i edited kara's blog.. thats why her blog didnt came up good. hah. sorry kara.. it was weird.. i thought its gonna be easy.. but the layout was weird..haha.. oh well.. it was soo god damn hard.. haha.. then i "kinda-but-actually-didnt-help-that-much" helped carmy on her blog.. i didnt feel i was in any help. haha.. oh gosh.. then i also edited my blog.. if u havent noticed.. haha.. i think its "cuter" definitley love the chucks.. eventhough i doont like chucks that much.. oh well..

hmm..title?ö

2005-03-22T00:23:00.000+08:00

holy shit.ö im so tired.. its 12:24 am!!ö oh well.ö haha.ö today.. is the birthdae of my dear friend, ana margarita davis palomo.ö we celebrated her birthdae along with angel's and mine last thursdae.. in eastwood.. it was soo fun!! as in! haha.. ana treated us to movies.. we watched hitch..again. haha.ö then i treated them to the food in the cinemas, after that we went bowling for free, thanks to angel!ö then kkb na sa powerstation and neopics.. haha..ö poor na kme eh.. haha.ö well. sobrang saia!! ang cutie nung pics namin!! ang funny!!ö di complete ang barkada eh.. wala cna chari, axes and minot. pero okei lang.. pero mas okei pag andun cla.. and andun din cla andy at guia! the well-"adopted" perks!ö haha. bsta soobrang saia!!ö sama ka next time? haha.ö tapos bumili ako ng erngs!! ang cute!! hoop tapos mai ribbon then butterfly!! cutsie!!ö haha! tapos pumunta ako sa bahai ni ana.. pinakain niya ako ng mrs.fields.. yumm.. sobrah..ö thanks ana!ö tapos.. wel talked about the person she loves.. na mamimiss niya ung taong iyon kce aalis.. haha.. cguro lam niyo na kung nco un noh? haha!!ö sorry..ö tapos.. nilipat na ung pc sa kwarto ko!! haha!!ö kce nabiwset ung brother ko kce pasok kme ng pasok.. wala ng time na magisa cya sa kwarto.. sabi niya "youre invading my privacy!!!, ilipat niyo na yang pc!!" haha!!ö kakatawa!! cyempre! gago un.. at AKO ang nagbuhat ng pc!!! shucks!! ang bigat!! seriously! haha!!ö oh well.ö cgeh un lang.. till next time.. buhye!ö

graduation day of my brother.ö

2005-03-21T14:04:00.000+08:00

hei.ö yesterday is the graduation day of my brother.. hes in highschool.. i realized that in grade school, youll not really go on seperate ways.. rather youll just say "see you later" because many will stay in MC. but in highschool.. its really farewell.. you may or may not have the cahnce to meet on the streets or campus to say hi and go back and reminsice the old times. its really hard to say goodbye.. seriously. lalo na kapag love na love mo ung person, right? could be a friend , family member or lover.. but hey, whos said you cant love someone you dont see always.. i know its going to be hard but, you can do it because lyou love that someone.. am i being too cheesy? haha! oh well.. haha. this topic came to mind beause theres this student in AHS that died right after his recollection. because his veins, i think, in his brain poped while hes showering. the mother cried as she look at hi husband receiving the diploma instead of his precious son. how sad could that be. i dont know the person who died. his name, his face, his family member stilll, i felt sympathy and sadness. i could have never imagined a 17 or 18 year old teen wholl die after the recollection and before the graduation. i guess this guy, whoever he is.. teached us all a lesson in life. you may hear this very often, and you must be "sawang sawa" na to hear this, but, ill say it.."Live your life to the fullest." its true. youll never know when youll die, when youll say farewell.. so dont be shy and say to your loved ones "i love you".. and if ever illl die.. and didnt say i love you to you, im so sorry. just read this blog.. so youll see light instead of darkness.

i love you, carmy!
i love you, kara!
i love you, angel!
i love you, ana!
i love you, alay!
i love you, teri!
i love you, rose!
i love you teck!
i love you, chari!
i love you jeune!
i love you, axes!
i love you, minot!
i love you, mb!
i love you, camille!
i love you, nichole!
i love you, ayel!
i love you, maranaw!
i love you, batchmates!

dont read.. too boring.. too stupid.ö

2005-03-19T21:40:00.000+08:00

okei. so when i woke up i immeadiatley went to the pc.. then well.. there were only few people online but still i chatted.. haha. well.. i got a phonecall from my mom saying that i should shower NOW because shes coming by to pick me up and go to "QUIAPO" to fix my passport.. so i told my ka chat the reason ill log out . then i immeadiatly go downstairs to shower.. after an houra.. my mom still isnt here.. then after another 30 long fruckin minutes, she arrived.. then when i got to the car.. my mom and the driver discussed where well go first..since we have to buy my dads diabetes strips from recto and go to divisoria also..so we decided to go to quiapo first.. but then..my mom said that if we went to quiapo where gonna have problems regarding the time.. so she decided not to go to quiapo anymore.. so i was like.."why the hell am i here for?".. ahah..we went to divisoria after that.. ahha.. so freakin smellly and dirrty.. ieew..haha.. i went to buy some things for making earrings.. it was so tiring talaga.. ahah.. then..i made some earings..fuck..this post is so stupid.. i dont mind if you didnt read it..hahah!!

graduation.ö

2005-03-18T23:40:00.000+08:00

today is our graduation. nakakiyak actually. kce grade 7 is the best year for me kce eh. best teachers. best classmates. and best barkada. i never felt so good in my entire life. ever. they made me feel very important. and i owe my diploma to them. if they did not be there for me for a year, maybe ill feel terible all my life. thinkning that i spent my last year here in mcgs in a garbage truck. but then, they came. they taught me good things, and they inspired mo to live my life to the fullest. there may have been many trials and hardships but still, we managed to stand together. eventhough 2 people left our barkada a quarter ago, after that. everything came smoothly.. we now know that backstabbing people rather than saying them to their faces will worsen the situation. and now, when one have attitude problem, we say it to her immediatley so that we won t have any problems as we go on this journey.

and today, as i reminisced the past. i am so thankful to god that i met these people. the fact that billions are here in this world, god made way and asured us that some time in our life we will cross the path of the other and then change our life forever. i can never believe that after a year of happines, joy and fun, it will just end in a blink o an eye. who would have though that 11 dirty, self-centered kids will transform into 11 beautiful young ladies who have everything they deserved. they have been weaved together to be a beautiful group. many will go, many will stay.. i wish we all stay but, of course, we can't.. rather than whining and crying we should just pray and thank god that all of us crossed each other's path. and hope that again, god, will grant us our wish. to be tgether as one, again, even if we have wrinkles already...

thank you astigkadasm, thank you very much..